You can not
get, find, make, buy, take, what you think you want or need.
You are broken beyond repair; your thoughts are ultimately wrong; your strength is very limited and runs out; your desires are selfish and faulty; your feelings and instincts are false. You have no reliable or sufficient resource, ability, or talent.
You are needy, requiring help, direction, supply, instruction, assistance, rest, peace, sustenance, love, nutrition, nurturing, kindness, affection, care, healing (because you will be injured and get sick), sleep, cleansing (you will get filthy), truth (you will fall prey to lies whether from others or your self), companionship, and much, much more.
You don’t know where to go or how to get there.
You need God; this has been your heart cry from the start, “Lord, I need you, I need you, I need you.”
There is good news – God is here… and He loves you! You belong to Him; You are not your own. He has not abandoned you.
Now, rest in His arms and go back to sleep.
This was a bullet point list that came to me in prayer a few hours ago, upon which I have amplified. I do in times of quiet or tedium and most often, upon recollection of pain or regret, cry out verbally, “I need you…” to God. I have wondered why I feel so compelled to proclaim this, but it is like Ps. 119:121 and other scriptures. Truth spoken and heard brings peace, inevitably.